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I tell you, the cliff near where I park my car for work is looking very very tempting just now.

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Actually, this sickly dizzy feeling I've had pretty much continuously the past couple of days can't be good right?

Probably the fact I've run out of meds and keep forgetting to pick any up coupled with the lack of sleep, stress levels so high that I did literally just walk out of work without a word to anyone earlier and feel like I want to throw up all the time now.

I think I've really screwed myself over this time.

Feel so sick. No-one should do this to themselves for literally -no- reward. No recognition, no compensation, financial or otherwise. So why do I?

answers on a postcard please.