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May. 21st, 2003 10:20 amWell I'm back.
Yes, holiday is over and I'm back home again. All sorts of tired and feeling extremely subdued. Not down exactly, just tired and disappointed in a way. I could probably talk round the houses a bit before coming to the point but I may as well just outright admit that in reality my girlfriend and I lacked the spark that we have or had online. Not quite sure how I feel about it all yet, I haven't really had time to come to terms with things. Guess I'm single again but.... bleh, I don't know, I'm just generally confused and feeling a little hollow.
Don't expect much in the way of enthusiasm from me for the next week or so. Tired, jetlagged and am going to be hitting dealine week pretty much immediately at work. No time to think really.
That said I had a great holiday and my girl did a great job of keeping me amused for a week and I think, hope, believe, we got on as friends at the very least. Damn that elusive spark and my inability to be more verbose around people I don't know as well as I thought I did. Argh, all just generally weird.
Dunno how to explain really. Guess I just needed to post a generic, I'm back post, though I doubt anyone will read it or give a damn either way really.
No, that was just an observation, not me brooding. Too tired to brood.
Back to bed.
Yes, holiday is over and I'm back home again. All sorts of tired and feeling extremely subdued. Not down exactly, just tired and disappointed in a way. I could probably talk round the houses a bit before coming to the point but I may as well just outright admit that in reality my girlfriend and I lacked the spark that we have or had online. Not quite sure how I feel about it all yet, I haven't really had time to come to terms with things. Guess I'm single again but.... bleh, I don't know, I'm just generally confused and feeling a little hollow.
Don't expect much in the way of enthusiasm from me for the next week or so. Tired, jetlagged and am going to be hitting dealine week pretty much immediately at work. No time to think really.
That said I had a great holiday and my girl did a great job of keeping me amused for a week and I think, hope, believe, we got on as friends at the very least. Damn that elusive spark and my inability to be more verbose around people I don't know as well as I thought I did. Argh, all just generally weird.
Dunno how to explain really. Guess I just needed to post a generic, I'm back post, though I doubt anyone will read it or give a damn either way really.
No, that was just an observation, not me brooding. Too tired to brood.
Back to bed.
