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Haven't posted here for some time. Why not? I hear you cry... or possibly not. Either way, I haven't had the inclination to write more here, or perhaps I have but have restrained it. I was waiting to a degree, hoping to have something positive to report, but plans have continued to evade me.

Things are moving in certain ways but not in others. The good news is that I'm more positive in some ways - In a way nothing unexpected considering my depressive cycle seems to go that way quite naturally , or unnaturally at least. Anyway, lot more even tempered. However not great improvement in my general mood, still more low than I usually am and not quite together mentally yet.

Hopefully when this holiday is sorted out I'll be a little more relaxed. Hopefully later in the morning it'll all be sorted. Grah! On ternderhooks til it is. So stressy about it. Grrr.

I'll write more later probably, just got distracted by the arrival of this month's paper. Have to trawl through it to see how many cock ups I made this month. ;)