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Sep. 23rd, 2003 03:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelophileHard to tell whether I'm feeling this relieved that I've finally had the balls to do something about my burn out by cropping down my responsibilities or if I'm just having a sudden caffiene rush from my Red Bull.
Hmm, actually considering the way to go is cut down on characters altogether. Been way more burnt out and far more uninspired since I got more than one character. Despite telling myself over and over I wouldn't staff and I wouldn't ever have more than two characters and preferably only one, I've spread myself really thin and think I've been beating myself up about it way too much. It's a relief to think that if I quit a couple of characters I won't have people expecting to do anything but loaf. I need some loafing time.
On the down side while my mood is improved since I made the decision earlier, my communication skills over the past few days have been attrocious. Whatever I say it's the wrong thing, not what people expect or want to hear, or so badly worded they take things the wrong way. So I think I'll have a couple of days just saying nothing. I'll just rant on here and anyone who wants to know what's going on can look here. Don't like what you see? Stop reading.
Not feeling very hot on compromises at the moment. Need the balls to say what I think and not to put up with my own bullshit or other people's without comment.
So, if I've come across as being harsh, sorry, but I can have my own opinions and don't particularly intend to be beaten down every time. Most of the time, probably okay though. ;)
Hmm, actually considering the way to go is cut down on characters altogether. Been way more burnt out and far more uninspired since I got more than one character. Despite telling myself over and over I wouldn't staff and I wouldn't ever have more than two characters and preferably only one, I've spread myself really thin and think I've been beating myself up about it way too much. It's a relief to think that if I quit a couple of characters I won't have people expecting to do anything but loaf. I need some loafing time.
On the down side while my mood is improved since I made the decision earlier, my communication skills over the past few days have been attrocious. Whatever I say it's the wrong thing, not what people expect or want to hear, or so badly worded they take things the wrong way. So I think I'll have a couple of days just saying nothing. I'll just rant on here and anyone who wants to know what's going on can look here. Don't like what you see? Stop reading.
Not feeling very hot on compromises at the moment. Need the balls to say what I think and not to put up with my own bullshit or other people's without comment.
So, if I've come across as being harsh, sorry, but I can have my own opinions and don't particularly intend to be beaten down every time. Most of the time, probably okay though. ;)
