Various blahs
Apr. 15th, 2003 09:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelophileSeep to be annoyingly tired again a lot recently. I thought I'd got over that some since I started on my tables, but the last week or more I've felt really out of it - been getting tired about 2 in the afternoon and again at 9 o'clock. Point in question was last night when I got really tired in the afternoon - couldn't stop yawning - then by about 8.30 I was ready to drop. Went to bed about 10/10.30 last night and slept right through and -still- exhausted this morning. Managed to catch the bus today at least, after a week of missing it every day, and promptly fell asleep pretty much the whole way until my girlfriend sent me a text message that woke me up.
Not that I'm complaining about that. :) It's the little touches like that from her, texts to let me know she's thinking of me, that always bring a smile to my face.
Hope I get more time with her today. Between her work and mine I'm feeling deprived.
Feeling kind of sensitive because of that maybe. Even mood, just a little edgy. She helps me relax and I hope I do have he same effect with her, sometimes at least, but it hasn't worked out that way the last couple of days. Things seem to be a little tense with another friend too which I worry about, and who I worry about...
Family issues still bothering me, mainly focused around my sister. Haven't really talked about it to anyone beside my girlfriend because I was upset about things, but more willing to talk about it now. My sister's abruptly decided to break things off with her boyfriend of seven years - someone who's become pretty much part of the family and was due to make it official by marrying her in August. Now it seems my sister has ended up kissing another guy in a drunken haze and has suddenly decided that seven years she's been with this guy are worth shit and this other chap is the one she wants.
All really messy and really dumb. I'm pretty annoyed with her, as are the rest of the family, and we all feel she's making a big mistake. She's suffering from 'grass is greener' sindrome and it seems she's prepared to throw away the last few years, her relationship, the house we all put so much effort into getting together for them, her relationship with her boyfriend's family and her friends over this. What annoys me most is the fact that she's apparently gone into hiding from the lot of us. She's always been the one who's been close to the family and the past two weeks I've seen more of her boyfriend/ex than I have her. I haven't even heard from her for a week or so now.
Went out on Saturday night with her boyfriend, which explains the consumption of alcohol - him drowning his sorrows and me attempting to join him. He's a really nice guy. I hope he lands on his feet after this at least.
Seriously on edge with my sister and this has made me edgy around everyone else just now.
Work seems to be stacking up again and I have a scene going so I'll sign off. If anyone was wondering, yeah, I'm okay. Just sensitive just now but I'll get over that.
*snugs round*
Not that I'm complaining about that. :) It's the little touches like that from her, texts to let me know she's thinking of me, that always bring a smile to my face.
Hope I get more time with her today. Between her work and mine I'm feeling deprived.
Feeling kind of sensitive because of that maybe. Even mood, just a little edgy. She helps me relax and I hope I do have he same effect with her, sometimes at least, but it hasn't worked out that way the last couple of days. Things seem to be a little tense with another friend too which I worry about, and who I worry about...
Family issues still bothering me, mainly focused around my sister. Haven't really talked about it to anyone beside my girlfriend because I was upset about things, but more willing to talk about it now. My sister's abruptly decided to break things off with her boyfriend of seven years - someone who's become pretty much part of the family and was due to make it official by marrying her in August. Now it seems my sister has ended up kissing another guy in a drunken haze and has suddenly decided that seven years she's been with this guy are worth shit and this other chap is the one she wants.
All really messy and really dumb. I'm pretty annoyed with her, as are the rest of the family, and we all feel she's making a big mistake. She's suffering from 'grass is greener' sindrome and it seems she's prepared to throw away the last few years, her relationship, the house we all put so much effort into getting together for them, her relationship with her boyfriend's family and her friends over this. What annoys me most is the fact that she's apparently gone into hiding from the lot of us. She's always been the one who's been close to the family and the past two weeks I've seen more of her boyfriend/ex than I have her. I haven't even heard from her for a week or so now.
Went out on Saturday night with her boyfriend, which explains the consumption of alcohol - him drowning his sorrows and me attempting to join him. He's a really nice guy. I hope he lands on his feet after this at least.
Seriously on edge with my sister and this has made me edgy around everyone else just now.
Work seems to be stacking up again and I have a scene going so I'll sign off. If anyone was wondering, yeah, I'm okay. Just sensitive just now but I'll get over that.
*snugs round*
