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Oct. 9th, 2003 08:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelophileFinally beginning to admit I'm totally burnt out with muxing at the moment. Not just with one specific place or character, but in general. I've tried to force myself to sit down and write apps for new characters this week and failed completely. I just can't conjour up the enthusiasm. Equally so I've tried to write a slol scene for Jono to reintroduce him at XET and get a bit of play and I suddenly realised I just can't be bothered. No, that's not quite true. I want to get back into things but what I want and what I'm currently able to conjour up the effort and enthusiasm to do are currently completely different things.
So having made that admission, where do I go from here?
Actually, nowhere. I'm shelving all plans at present to apply for characters or drop characters or anything else to just go into a state of stasis. I'm not going to enjoy any rp I have at present so I'd rather hold on until I am able to enjoy what I'm doing and find the time and enthusiasm to rp properly.
So, no, not disappearing off the mapor dropping characters. I'll just be hanging around ooc for now (not much of a change over the past couple of months or so) and once the lull passes and I'm feeling up to it I'll be rping again.
It's a game, it should be fun, it's not. what is fun is hanging out and chatting to people and no-one's gonna begrudge me that even if I'm not rping. right? Right?!
Back to work on my Nocturne manip anyway.
So having made that admission, where do I go from here?
Actually, nowhere. I'm shelving all plans at present to apply for characters or drop characters or anything else to just go into a state of stasis. I'm not going to enjoy any rp I have at present so I'd rather hold on until I am able to enjoy what I'm doing and find the time and enthusiasm to rp properly.
So, no, not disappearing off the mapor dropping characters. I'll just be hanging around ooc for now (not much of a change over the past couple of months or so) and once the lull passes and I'm feeling up to it I'll be rping again.
It's a game, it should be fun, it's not. what is fun is hanging out and chatting to people and no-one's gonna begrudge me that even if I'm not rping. right? Right?!
Back to work on my Nocturne manip anyway.
